I haven't really had anything funny to say recently (and theres everybody thinking 'did he ever have anything funny to say?') and I don't really like to bitch and moan on my journal, so I havent updated much. Not that I have anything to bitch and moan about right now, in fact everything is going amazingly well, but in contrast to the 'not bitching and moaning', I'm not the kind of person who likes to shout about how I have all great things happening to me, how lucky I am and how superbly well everything is going, I'm not a show off by any means. But it is, my life is like a dream right now, heading towards perfection once mid November arrives.
Alots going on, alot is being sorted out and organised, and thats probably why I say I havent had anything funny to say.
My mind is a mixture of emotions right now, happyness with what we have, excitement with the times to come, anitcipation of things all coming together sooner rather than later. But then there is the sadness from what I am leaving behind. Coupled with this is the worry from hoping everything is going OK, the thoughts of organisation and planning, going over everything in my mind, thinking of new things, working out whats what, what needs to be done, when, and how best to do it. A huge concoction of thoughts and emotions leading to me stressing and worrying somewhat. It's a hurdle, nothing comes easy, you have to work for what you want, and you have to overcome everything that stands in your way in pursuit of what you seek.
Nothing will stop me.
There's no hestitation, there are no second thoughts, its all positive. The path leads to the feeling of completeness, and once there, the road takes us on a lifetime journey of happiness.
I shall be with you soon.